Jakarta, 6 October 2013
These past 3-4 days I've been sick, diarrhea. It kills me, up to now. But I'm feeling better now. I've been questioning about my future, to have a family on my own. At the end, we all end up with having our own family, right? Unless you don't want it.
Family really matters for me, it always comes first. I will put everything for my sister. She is my hero, she has put aside her college just to make sure I finish my high school and I can eat 3 times a day. I feel that every single thing she did was to make sure we have a better life and yes we are now.
I am proud of my family which now is just me and my sister. I am proud being me but I want to make things great. I want to catch my dream to make a better family than my family before.
Good night
D
Sunday, October 6, 2013
Friday, September 27, 2013
Ordinary? Why should we?
Jakarta, 27 September 2013
I remember there was a TV series from Japan called "Ordinary People". Loved to watch even it finished with sad ending :(
Some people like to be ordinary but some love to be extraordinary. I prefer to be extraordinary. Although it is not always to do with something extremely different and against the law. I used to have a plan where I work abroad, far from my family, learn to live by myself and find my man in my journey. The reality was turn a bit like that. Yes I did work far from my hometown, far from my family, I learned to live by myself (and bunch of friends) and still in searching for a man.
Knowing that you are able to live your life in an extraordinary way is such a proud feeling. You can live on your own, be grown up by yourself, feeding yourself with many life experience in good and bad. But, you can also do it in ordinary way. Born, raise, grow, study, work, live surround your family and become a good person for your society. It's a choice. I didn't choose to live like an ordinary people. I didn't choose to be extraordinary too. I choose what other choices I can take to make a better path of life for me. It just happened like that. Along my journey, I am very proud to be born this way with this family.
So, are you an extraordinary?
Good night,
D
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Friend or Foe?
Jakarta, 26 September 2013
Elaborate this word: FRIENDSHIP
I can have a thousand friends but still not enough.
But I have one enemy which is too many for me.
When you grown up you will know who is your friend or foe, who can you trust or who plays bitch with you. Just saw post that my friend made about her friend which turns to be a person she hates. And not to forget my foe (which I do not want to mention) who never change since the beginning.
C'mon girl, just be wise and be grown up. Life is short to be wasted just to hating people. Let the freedom be around you.
Elaborate this word: FRIENDSHIP
I can have a thousand friends but still not enough.
But I have one enemy which is too many for me.
When you grown up you will know who is your friend or foe, who can you trust or who plays bitch with you. Just saw post that my friend made about her friend which turns to be a person she hates. And not to forget my foe (which I do not want to mention) who never change since the beginning.
C'mon girl, just be wise and be grown up. Life is short to be wasted just to hating people. Let the freedom be around you.
Last word... I will keep the friendship till the end of my life coz I do appreciate my friends who love and care to each other.
Good night,
D
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Grown Up!
Jakarta, 25 September 2013
Whatever, the date suppose to be appeared in my post but I keep writing the date on top of the page.
Today, will not talking about 'Grown Up' the movie by Adam Sandler. This year I promise to be grown up as past years was so tremendously had fun and thinking of nothing for the future. But, that's a process, the cycle of life isn't it? What makes you grown up? job? money? title? marital status? having a family? or simply set your mind to be an adult. A wise man.
In finding the moment of to be grown up, there's process to be done. Start from your age, your behavior, your mind and how you take responsible on something. Whenever you ready to be grown up, you need to be ready with all consequences. Let's be grown up wisely as we need to be an example for the next generation.
Good night!
Whatever, the date suppose to be appeared in my post but I keep writing the date on top of the page.
Today, will not talking about 'Grown Up' the movie by Adam Sandler. This year I promise to be grown up as past years was so tremendously had fun and thinking of nothing for the future. But, that's a process, the cycle of life isn't it? What makes you grown up? job? money? title? marital status? having a family? or simply set your mind to be an adult. A wise man.
In finding the moment of to be grown up, there's process to be done. Start from your age, your behavior, your mind and how you take responsible on something. Whenever you ready to be grown up, you need to be ready with all consequences. Let's be grown up wisely as we need to be an example for the next generation.
Good night!
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Blurred Lines..
Jakarta, 24 September 2013
Yes, gak terasa sudah bulan September dan saya sudah di Jakarta. Time flies so fast kalau bisa dibilang. I moved to Jakarta in February from Bali and now enjoying my life just like in past. A place where I grew and learn to fly (halah). This year is going to be different, first of all; new job, new city and new life.
Seriously, I do have plan for this blog to not only become a place for my grandpa story to be read and viewed by the family members. That is why I made the latest Ketak Ketik where my thoughts will be spitted here. I probably will share some of experience and moments of my traveling. Good idea, huh?
Blurred lines, quote from the lyrics of Robin Thicke's song which I love it. The world seems blurred to me as I don't really know what I am searching for here. What am I doing and what for. Perhaps this is what most people said about finding truth of yourself. I keep telling 'be yourself' but I don't know how to be it. From now, let's move and work as hard as you can to achieve your goal. My goal in this world is to become a useful person for other people because there's nothing you can take to your next life other than your alms.
Yes, gak terasa sudah bulan September dan saya sudah di Jakarta. Time flies so fast kalau bisa dibilang. I moved to Jakarta in February from Bali and now enjoying my life just like in past. A place where I grew and learn to fly (halah). This year is going to be different, first of all; new job, new city and new life.
Seriously, I do have plan for this blog to not only become a place for my grandpa story to be read and viewed by the family members. That is why I made the latest Ketak Ketik where my thoughts will be spitted here. I probably will share some of experience and moments of my traveling. Good idea, huh?
Blurred lines, quote from the lyrics of Robin Thicke's song which I love it. The world seems blurred to me as I don't really know what I am searching for here. What am I doing and what for. Perhaps this is what most people said about finding truth of yourself. I keep telling 'be yourself' but I don't know how to be it. From now, let's move and work as hard as you can to achieve your goal. My goal in this world is to become a useful person for other people because there's nothing you can take to your next life other than your alms.
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